This is a bitchiness alert.

It's been a long time since I consistently blog about gym. Truth is, there is nothing exciting happening these days. It's just the usual walk into gym, do classes, walk out of gym routine. Boring to the max!

Many favorite instructors have either left the gym or no longer teaching in this gym outlet. What used to be the days of "die die must go gym" now becomes "if free I go gym la". Boring to the max! Which brings on the question, why not just quit? Yes, the thoughts have arisen many times. Let's just say, I still have a few objectives to achieve and I will terminate my membership when the right time comes.

Regular familiar faces whom I was once comfortable with, well...sad to say, very hard to catch these people anymore. They either have left the gym or no longer come to the same class as me. Changes....the word that we all hate...OR at least, I hate. It's funny how things ie. feelings, sentiments, friendship, etc change when regular routines ran beyond 3 years. What once used to be excitement has now became......oh hell, I can't even come up with the right word to describe it. Anyway...

Just as with gym, life too loses its excitement, for me at least. Maybe I'm the type that gets bored easily or I'm just uber sensitive when things in life are not going my way. Speaking of which....sometimes I wonder if people are genuine in their friendships. Why does one goes from being super friendly today to being distance the next day...everytime? I just don't get it. Is this what is called "fake friendship"? I for one values friendship. If someone were to text me, buzz me on chats or leave me messages on FB, I reply. Simple as that. I don't ignore. If I don't do it immediately, I will do it when time permits me to. Seriously, c'mon, no one is THAT busy 24x7, 365 days..UNLESS you are of no value to that person OR that person doesn't think of you highly enough to bother replying. If that is the case, then next time please do not be friendly to me so that I will not bother you ever.

Sigh...middle of the week and I'm already so full of bitchy rants.

I feel like sand slipping through your hand....

DJ Sammy couldn't have said it better.

Oh well.....

Interesting day at the gym today (or is weird a more suitable word?). Mr. Instructor aka Mr GX Manager actually helped to get a mat for me before class started and then, after class, helped me to put back my plates and bar. Never been helped this much before by any instructor. This coming from an instructor whom I hardly attend his class? Could it be he knew it was me who sent in that feedback form and decided he should get to know me a little better now? Ooopppsie. Yes, I wrote in 3 weeks ago to request for the Saturday Body 's Pump slot be given back to the previous instructor. Oh well.....

I sucked at hand signal, so I found out today. Signalled for Master Combat to switch on the back studio aircond during the 10 second break after Track5 in Body Combat. Pointed up to the aircond but I think she thought I was asking for a 1-minute break. The aircond wasn't switched on the entire class. Oh well....

Sent my sis and niece for half back massage at Thai Odyssey in IOI Mall in the evening. I opted not to join in as I wasn't sure if I wanted to try this outlet or stick to Arokaya House at Sunway, as planned, for a full body massage next month. The rate here is cheaper though as there is a current promo. I will decide later. Hopefully the promo will still be available.

Dinner was at NZX at Ara Damansara. Was very hungry as I didn't get to have my tea break after gym, so I whacked the food like there was no tomorrow and then on the drive back home, suffered stomach discomfort. Oh well...

The wifi connection at my home is starting to piss me off as the connection is so slooooowwww. But then again, I didn't have to pay a cent so I really can't complain. Oh well....

Young at heart ok...

There's no particular topic of interest in this entry really. I'm still in the office past Sunday midnite and I've finished my work portion but I'm waiting for my colleagues to finish theirs so that we can leave the office together-gether. So, while waiting, I'm doing a little blogging....cos there's really not much to do in FB already anyway.

A gym friend today commented that scars cannot be rid of, after I told her why I had been missing from gym for 2 weeks. Hearing what she said sent chills up my spine...so I told her not to scare me la. I now have all sorts of creams/gels in my first aid kit...aloe gel, vit e serum, gamat gel and the newly bought mederma gel, which stinks btw. I just hope one of those can heal my scar. Every time someone tells me this or that cream is good, I rushed out to buy it. I am seriously running out of work pants and long skirts. Plus it sucks not being able to wear shorts to the gym...huhu.

Today while out having yumcha with an instructor, a gym friend whom I have just got to know a week ago, commented that I am older than the instructor , which I tell you, really struck a dagger into my heart. I am so used to people telling me I look like a kid (comments which I used to hate in the past) but now I'm wondering if I'm aging that much :(. And anyway, how the hell does she know that I am older than the instructor?? (actually I am la...but then again...shit! that comment sucks)...huhu. Ok ok...enuff of self misery..gonna look at the bright side (whatever that may be).

Lazy to write much so....signing off.