Back to jammin..

The new Body Jam 50 Advance version is kewl! It's challenging especially for someone like me who moves like a robot! Not too sure how long this advance version will be around before instructors can start mixing the tracks but I sure hope that it stays long enuff for me to learn it.

On a side note, saw the new schedule for Nov-Jan 2010 and shit, I hate it. Body Jam has been taken off Sunday's slot. What pisses me off even more is that there are 7 Body Step classes/week vs a miserable 2 Body Jam classes/week. Seriously, WTF!!

I love my farm - Level 32

What now?

This is getting ridiculous. News that bring disatisfaction. News that demotivates me. I try not to let these get into my head but it is so hard to ignore them.

How much more can I take mentally? How much longer before I can exit? How much further do I have to walk before I see the light at the end of the tunnel?

Now that I no longer have yoga to turn to seek calmness, where else do I turn to then?

The last yoga class.

Never thought that it will happen but it did! After 4 odd years, I have finally decided to hang up the "mat" (I don't really own a yoga mat, surprisingly..ahaks). Maybe it was a hasty decision, maybe it was a wrong decision, maybe it was a decision made based on sensitive emotions but it was a decision made, for now, nonetheless.

Looking back, I truly appreciate the opportunity to learn and absorb this ancient art form. I may not have achieved much throughout my yoga experience but I am glad to say that I did learn something.

I hope someday I will have another opportunity to learn the poses that I have always wanted to conquer, namely, crow and headstand poses. For now, I will take a step away and observe from afar. I wish all my yoga mates the best of luck and may you all continue to enjoy the class.