Goodness me...where has the motivation gone to?

Gym log.

I think that gym and I just don't quite get along anymore these days, more so since my recent return. I'm still searching for that sparks of enjoyment and satisfaction that I used to get after attending each classes but sad to say, I don't feel it now. I don't think I'm bored with gym...at least not yet. I still love my programs to bits. I really can't explain why this is happening.

It also seems that my body isn't quite adapting back to the regular exercise regimen that I once religiously follow. What was once done effortlessly seem like a struggle right now. All my favorite instructors whom I once enjoy going for their classes seem so...well...just normal. Somehow, my favorite classes suddenly got no more feel. I think something's amiss if I begin to experience the below symptoms:

• I couldn't be bothered whether my techniques in class are correct or not, even if the instructor IS correcting me.
• I couldn't be bothered if I'm doing a technique wrong and the instructor's NOT correcting me.
• I couldn't be bothered anymore if my regular classes are conducted by replacement instructors instead of my favorite instructors.
• Sometimes I looked bored and perhaps a little out of focus in class. I looked even more bored before class....sigh!
• I seem to lack that killer "die die must go gym" attitude.

I will most probably be taking another week off next month. Let's just hope that I will be more enthusiastic when I return. I better be. Come to think of it....I think I'm taking way too many breaks from gym this year.